Dallas!!

First of all let me just say that 4-5 hour drive to Dallas was murder on my ass..

I mean seriously, that was like the worst pain ever!

However, it was all worth it because once i landed in the beautiful city i did what i came there to do... PARTY!!! Jk jk.. Well we shot Sunday afternoon, but on Saturday night i went to a charity event/Industry Mixer hosted by Steven D. Hill and it was totally awesome(the BBQ meatballs they were serving were on point) and the people i met were even better!

Once it was over me and my date to the event( my beautiful cousin) went clubbing in Dallas cause you know i had to see what this place was all about as far as clubbing goes. And That Too was awesome! Hotties everywhere, everyone dancing, and the drinks were not too strong but just right! We had a blast but my cousin had a little too much fun if you know what i mean. Poor Baby ;)

Once my mini hangover subsided i got dressed, headed over to Steven's to do the photo shoot. I could go into detail about how epic that was but ill just let you see for yourselves! :)

Steven D. Hill Motion Visual!!!

Check out this Hot brand new motion visual featuring me by the AMAZING Steven D. Hill!! OMFG AHHHH !!



PS im gonna post about my entire Dallas experience in a later post! <3 yall hotties!!

Quick Update!! + Feature

Hey guys just gonna keep this one short and sweet not much to report right now but i will say some awesomeness will be coming in the upcoming months when i head to Dallas so be on the look out for that! I hope yall have been well and i cant wait to show yall more new work! :D


Here's a link of a magazine article about The amazing Ev Dylan that I was featured in, im seriously stoked i got to be featured with those smoking mofos, i hate them and their big muscles! :P


Link- http://www.tmfmagazine.com/tmf2x/index.html

Behind the camera fun with Ev dylan, and new work!!

Hello world! Its been a few weeks but im back again and have so much to say!

Last weeks shoot was amazing and it totally felt great to get back to work again. Shooting Ev Dylan is always a great experience and always great fun. Its like you forget your actually "working" sometimes. When we work together its always fluid and ideas and support come from both parties. When you have that its a win win situation, and i for one love winning! I hope you guys like the new work and video expect alot more work soon! Have an awesome weekend im soo partying this monday for my birthday i cannot wait!

And yall better not say theres no such thing as partying on mondays or its going to be a fight. <_<

P.S. Some of these are NSFW. ;) Keep it classy .

IM BACK AND READY TO ATTACK!!

*Currently listening to "Right There" by: Nicole Scherzinger FT 50 cent*

HOWDY YALL!!  lol i just want to say Hi.



And...




Apologize for going MIA on yall but to be honest I went  through alot in life these past few months and hit a big hurdle along the way and things were just shit. However, like always, a way was made out of no way.

Things honestly couldnt be better in life right now, and im totally ready to get back to work! Im feeling really skinny right now and I wanna tone up a little in the next month. But I want yall to be on the look out for some great things! Im so excited and the photographer im going to be working with is the shiz! Also next month im finally turning 21! yes 21! can you believe it? its gonna be fucking epic at the club that night you better believe it! Like seriously live everyday as if it were last cause man time flies, I feel like just yesterday I was watching power rangers and dressed as simba for Halloween!

On that note, all I have to say is when your feeling down and out in life, and feel like giving up, dont. Just when you least suspect it a breakthrough will happen, that hurdle will be jumped, that boulder will be crushed, and that river will be crossed. You can do whatever you put your mind to, if you keep at it and give it your all, who/what can stop you?

Nothing.


P.S. I would just like to end this post with a few words about the passing of Amy Winehouse. I know everyone has their opinions about her death but im not here to speculate on that or to bash her on her life choices. I just want to thank her for making the choice to become a singer and following her dream, because her music has truly touched my life and I am grateful for her existence. Her memory will live on and her music shows you the reason why. Rest in Peace Amy.

Sneaky Peaky!!

Two new photos from last nights photoshoot with AU Foto! It was a blast, i will make sure to post the rest when i get them, i cant wait!

Be sure to check out AU Foto!   http://aufoto.blogspot.com/

Happy 420 Yall!!!!!

And now stoner dog will play you off :)

Want you to see everything..

Helllloooooo to all the gals and guys out there! This week and last week has been a total blast for me. I had a powerful self revelation recently and it really put a lot of things in perspective for me. Like I felt totally down and out recently about everything in life. And I just couldn’t believe I felt this way because of the great things that ive been blessed with.

However that “feeling” turned out to be me being impatient. You cannot expect everything to happen overnight because most likely it wont. Things take time, and thats true for many things in life. Love, happiness, forgiveness, success all take time to be complete.

 My happiness was warped and I found myself gleaming with joy. I cant say what all has happened because I don’t want to jinx anything but lets just say I have a few things on my agenda this next few months! If you ever find yourself depressed and weary don’t fret for too long because if you want it bad enough a path will be thrown in your direction.

*P.S. New work with my great friend Ev Dylan! check out his website at www.fotoicono.com ! Stay tuned for more work soon!

What the hell..

I totally deserve any hashing's yall may have at all about the hiatus of my blog but I can assure you im doing my most awesome puppy dog face right now, so forgive me. Please.

 

I've seriously been working nonstop and ive been to tired/lazy/douchey to write anything. But tonight im feeling it so I had to crank on the computer and tap away! I just finished a bad ass work out and ive taken a new liking to water. Soda was my life, but now ive moved to my baby mama H20. I can honestly say I feel a lot better inside out. Im getting back fully into shape for modeling because ive been laying low and its time for me to get it together and step in front of someone's camera. Im like a week or two away from what I consider my perfect bod so be on the look out for new work.

 

Im praying I don’t relapse back to the strawberry Fanta's, ice cream sundaes, and fried chicken tenders. But im gonna need yalls prayers too, this shit is hard..

Bring It on(Randomness)

 

OmG I just watched bring it on (the first one) and man is it just as good today as it was 11 years ago.. God I feel so old saying that but yeah that movie is one of my guilty pleasures and always will be. Missy is and has always been my dream wife!!

 

now its time to game a little before bed! laterz!

Draw Backs, Trial and Error, and the Future.

*Currently rocking out to ET By: Katy Perry (shut up yes I love her)*

Holy moley what a past few weeks this has been! I've been working non stop and paying bills and I have not been able to have a life of my own lately. Don’t you just wish you could wake up and walk out the door and catch flying winning lottery ticket? That’s how I feel sometimes and not all the time. But that’s another story..

So recently I made an attempt to become a vegetarian…

Lets just say I failed miserably after lasting one day without meat.. Yeah I am pathetic, but I just couldn’t resist the crab sub at subway the other day when me and my babe went out for a bite to eat. That previous day all I had to eat was a dry ass salad and two portions of Greek yogurt made by fage(fucking orgasmic yogurt dude) so I was starving like Marvin ok. So I folded and got the sandwich it was epic as usual. However I have came across some vegetarians that say seafood is not considered meat there for they still consider themselves vegetarians. I honestly do not know how that works because just like that fish you ate it has a beating heart just like Mary moo cow does out in the pasture.

On a side note, in these next upcoming months I will be focusing a lot more on my body, exercise, and modeling. Its seriously time for me to get with the program and focus on the things that matter to me the most, and modeling is one of them. Make sure yall are not wasting away at a nine to five not chasing your dreams, cause ive ran into too many people that didn’t go after their dreams because of fears and playing it safe.

DON’T PLAY IT SAFE because the truth is, life is hard and fucked up sometimes, you cant stay safe from everything, why not take risks and reap the rewards? Just something to think about…

PS check out the beautiful Rachel Jay’s blog, she is a wonderful model and her blog rocks.

Song of the Hour.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-ImCpNqbJw

loving this song so much right now, will have some new modeling news soon! :D stay sexy yall!

You

Love yourself, never let anyone come in the way of that. You are not the problem, you are not at fault, you are human but you are capable of anything, dont give up, dont stop loving, dont stop caring, love yourself.

Do It!

*Currently listening to "Do it like a dude" By Jessie J*


HOWDY Y'ALL!!!

First off i just wanna apologize for the delay i totally bullshitted the past few days and said i would post a blog but clearly, i didn't. My bad.... ( i hate when people say that shit....)

Currently I've just been working my ass off and not having alot of time to myself, but today i finally got to have some down time. Me and my babe checked out this Chinese place that everyone has been talking about and usually i don't take other peoples references for things (IE "good" movies) but this time everyone was right. But to be honest it probably wasn't even about the food itself today, it just felt good to have some peace and alone time with the one i love. Couples that both have jobs can sometimes take a toll on your relationship but, I'm thankful that me and my babe have been able to juggle things very well.

If you feel that you and your significant other are not getting enough "alone" time, (and no i don't mean fucking), then just simply make time, DO IT! Even if you have to get up at the crack of dawn the next morning, your simple movie night or walk in the park can totally change things around, so just keep that in mind. :)


Btw i got some sick ass pics back from the shoot i did in December, check em out!!

A New Day!!

 *Currently jamming "luxurious" By: Gwen Stefani*

Its amazing how life can change in a matter of days! Like just a few days ago i was having the crappiest day, followed by a few content days, and now im ecstatic! Things in my life have took a change for the better recently. I WILL be flying to new york this year, (even though im fucking terrified of planes), and i will come back with good news!

I am excelling even more in my relationship, family life, and my job and i can honestly say, right now, life is perfect. Yes there will be some not so happy days in the future but i love the saying " Trouble don't last always" because it certainly doesn't! ;)

Ps... Here's a new pic from a lifestyle/fashion shoot i did last month with photographer Del Geno. These Ladies were gorgeous, im just their lame prop! :D

Random.. (Inspiration, dreams, movies, friends, and coffee.)

While I sit here listening to "wouldn't you" by NDubz im going to refresh you guys on these past few days.

So after some awesome days off with my friends and my babe i can finally say im ready for the week. This week i got to see two great movies that im sure most of you have seen already.

• Black Swan
• Social Network

Both kick ass movies but obviously have two different stories.

Right before me and my best friend went to see the black swan we stopped by Starbucks to get some breakfast since we hadn't eaten that morning. I ordered my favorite coffee the white chocolate mocha, and a cheese danish. I have no idea why i always get those because the cream cheese is almost non existent but ironically is the best part of the damn thing. As i looked around the store it just amazed me as i wondered how Starbucks started from the ground into this huge business.

Its sick on how many people come in and out of that place and i was like fuck, it must be amazing to be the creator Starbucks. After the polite, short, and slightly hot cashier handed my friend the receipt because i was too busy grabbing my order from the other barista, we quickly scuffled to get to the black swan showing.

After seeing the movie my buddy was slightly confused on the ending and the concept of the movie and i tried to explain my take on the movie. This was my second time seeing the movie but i didn't tell him that because it just seems people don't like to go to movies with people who have seen the movie already because they talk too damn much, telling the movie or the best parts, but thankfully im not like that.

Anyways, my take on the movie was that you must live your dream and not let anyone or anybody else stop that from happening, whether its your crazy ass mother, perverted dance teacher, or a jealous ass bitch trying to take your spot, you cant let them stop you.

The next day, which is today, i watched the social network and that movie blew my mind because once again, the odds were against the main character. Sure he might have got "inspired" by others ideas but like it was said in the movie he created and published it first. His demeanor was exactly the way the main character in black swan should have been. He created it, and he didn't mind telling you that pretty much your a fucking idiot and you wouldn't have been able to create it yourself even if he wrote the entire coding in a tablet for you.

These movies just inspired me so much, and has made me feel like I'm destined for more, we are all talented in our own way, and i know there is something out there for me. I currently have a great life and I'm blessed, and I'm not complaining but i know there has got to be more for me. I might not be sure at this very moment what that particular destiny is, but i can feel greatness is in my future.

If you have dreams, don't ever give up on them, i guarantee you its the truth when i say dreams do come true, damn true, because I'm living a few of mine everyday of my life.. 

New work with Lordash Photography!!

When i very first started modeling i worked with lordash photography(Ashley) back in 2008 and it was a blast. It had a cool goth theme to it and it was so much fun ill never forget the crazy hair style and make up. And for the past few years we have continued to hook back up each December and work together again. I must say since 2008 and to this very day, her work continues to kick ass.

Grrrrrr...

I don't mean to be a debbie downer but today fucking blowed. i mean it was fucking horrible. If something could go wrong today, it did. You know what i mean? Its like just a shred of happiness is snatch away from you, like your not allowed to feel the emotion of being happy.

I try to see the bright sides of things in my life lately and for that im grateful, because in reality the good does outweigh the bad, but its like one day could be the best day ever, and the next could just suck donkey balls. IDK, but i will keep on keeping on because i have a alot to be thankful for, i could seriously have it worse. If you had a bad day read the following aloud:

Tomorrow is a new day, and i will not bring today with me! FUCK YOU TODAY!

The excitement of waiting..

Those moments, days, and hours you spend waiting for a call, for new photographs, and new offers are the most awesome times ever! To some it may seem nerve wrecking but think about it, when that moment finally comes you actually forget about all the waiting you did because of how amazing the work actually is.

Anyways, I dont know where this post is coming from but i thought id help ease the minds of you impatient people out there, im in recovery ;)


ps.. new lifestyle/editorial work from Lordash Photography is coming soon, and she effin rocks.

New work with the awesome Ev Dylan!!

ok so yall know ev dylan is like my favorite photographer ever so it brings me great pleasure to show yall our new images that we did last week! Just to let you know these images are NSFW so if your at work dont scroll down!

:)